It might look disgusting but my mixture of Dreyer's Slow Churned Oreo ice cream, Mint Oreos, and homemade hot fudge was delicious. My throat might be burning a little bit right now from all the sugar. I know I should not have these three ingredients in my house at the same time. I guess I was just lucky.
So I've been in a constant bad mood for the last 4 days. Over-training probably. I kind of want to give up on this marathon thing. It's too hard. The run wasn't bad on Saturday. Yesterday I ran a pretty good pace too. I'm just soooo tired. I don't have the energy to get everything done. It takes so much out of me to start a new year and get the kiddies trained. I'm supposed to be waking up at 5AM and running 6 miles tomorrow. It's now 10:30PM. I've been laying in bed stressing about where to run for my speedwork and if I should just run after school instead of before school. The problem with after school is that it's hot. Which means I have to hit the rec. center that doesn't have good a/c. It's ONE run but I can't decide when or where to do it. But at this point I need sleep more than I need that run. So I gave up on not going in the morning and got myself a bowl of ice cream. It made me feel a little better. Granted now I'm blogging instead of sleeping. It's just a crappy week overall with running. I'm going out of town this weekend so I get to do my 18 miler in Idaho. I think that will be nice for a change of scenery. I will be packing one bag just for all my running gear. It will be a good practice for St. George, right?
None of this probably makes sense. Blame it on the sugar high. Oh, and the reason I probably gave into this delicious concoction is because my goal this week was to eat super healthy. Fruits and veggies. I even put spinach in my fruit smoothie today. Yep, there's your sign.
9 hours later (8 1/2 which were spent sleeping) I feel much better. Sometimes you just have to throw the schedule out the window. It will be okay. Life will go on and you will survive. I will still be putting spinach in my fruit smoothie and I won't be having another one of those bowls of ice cream. Mainly because my hot fudge is all gone.
2 comments:
don't you dare give up. you can do this. think of all the satisfaction you will get when you cross that finish line. your hard work will pay off... then i will buy you a HUGE hot fudge sunday at the beach the next day. :)
Thanks friend! I'm not giving up. I'm having a much better week this week.
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